There is so much new for me these days, but it seems like no matter what I keep clinging to everything old. I’m not sure if its graduation or the internal need to not let anybody down, but its mentally killing me.
I have a love/hate relationship with my job. I once loved my job, I had an amazing boss, amazing co-workers, things were organized, no matter what shit hit the fan we were a team and we did everything together. Now, everything has flipped. My boss left for another job, we aren’t organized, we’re not a team, people throw other people under the bus. It’s a complete mess. Thankfully, I’ve tip-toed around all of the bullshit and have kept my reign on what I handle.
I want to move on to something better, something more beneficial to me but two things keep me from doing so; 1) my age, I swear every other 18 year old on the planet has ruined any chance for me. Honestly I am so capable of more than society lets me do. 2) There are a couple people I just don’t have the heart to let down and quit. They and I both know I am the glue to keeping that place together. Without me there would be complete chaos. So do I stick it out for two more months or do I quit and enjoy a summer of volunteering and writing while building my portfolio/resume? It’s a tough call. I think I can do it all, its all about balance for me. And if work can’t be flexible with me after me being super flexible with them then I’m positive that I’ll quit.
On a positive note, I’ve started my own Mark online boutique. I’ve worn the product for years and because I love it so much I’ve decided that being a representative only makes sense. So check out my boutique, some of my favorites are on the page but definitely check out everything else too, I am in love with the Mark skin products. LOVE!
I also may have the opportunity to write for a local publication. I’ll let you know about it!
http://karamason.mymarkstore.com/
That is a link to my store! Visit often!
Anthem to my upcoming week!
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