Saturday, August 14, 2010

Bring It, Baby!

So.

You know what’s crazy? I’m a senior in high school. It sorta just finally just hit me. It’s always been that I hung out with the upperclassmen but now I’m the oldest. I’m not sure why, but the whole idea just seems so foreign to me, like I never anticipated being a senior myself.

I’m literally sitting here blogging in the middle of the night thinking it is too crazy that time is flying by so quickly.

And I have to say, I am so glad that it is for now. I don’t think I was ever meant for high school, and it just needs to be over with already. I have had some really good times the last four years but honestly…. most of it was not for me.

I really do think that the only thing high school was good for, in my case, was for me just to grow more comfortable with who I am. Cliché, right? haha. But seriously, the more I looked at the people around me the more I realized I love who I am. I don’t ever want to fit in if it is with those people. The few friends I have are the absolute best.

Now, I say what I want, I wear what I want, I think what I want. Thank God for that realization!

I just have this whole new feeling of change, and I’m so excited about it. 

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